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Jimmy once said that the
Braddock's were always fighters. He
stated his dad was a handy
fellow with his fists in the old country and he used to
hang around the boxing booths at the county fairs and
stiffen those pound-a-round pros. He even bragged that
he knocked out a horse with a single blow between the
eyes one time. Jimmy always suspected his old man picked
on a pony, though, and he spoke of it with a laugh. Of
course his uncle Jim was a well known rough and tumble
fighter in Ireland so it's in the Braddock bloodline.
Here's the rub. In 1942 the United States was at war.
Now what's a red-blooded, all- American Irish bloke
who's considered a hero supposed to do for his county
during a time like that? If Uncle Sam had anything to
say about it, he and his manager were going to be role
models for every eighteen year old lad who didn't have
flat feet in the entire country. All Jimmy had to do was
explain this to Mae. Would there be a better way than to
spirit her up to the Catskills for a second honeymoon?
Mae's sister watched the kids for a few days and the two
of them took the drive up to a small lakeside resort in
upstate New York. He didn't hint about him and Joe
enlisting in the Army and she'd have no idea. He was in
his late thirties now and surely far too old to be
drafted into the service.
They had a new car and Mae sat up close to him like they
were a couple of teenagers. New York was beautiful that
time of year and they'd left early in the morning.
"Jimmy, look, deer. Lots of them," Mae pointed to a
grazing herd of white tail on the side of the road.
"Ain't dey beautiful, baby?"
"They sure are. I wish the kids could get a chance to
see them. You think we could bring them up here, maybe
later this summer?"
Now he was stuck. In a few short weeks he'd be up here
alright, training at Fort Slocum but his wife and kids
wouldn't be with him.
"We'll talk about it." There, that ought to do it for
now.
"I'm serious. It's been a long time since we've hadda
vacation together. I think we should do something. Maybe
the Poconos would work."
He could only hope she'd let this rest until they'd had
a day or two together. "Hey, Mae. I think there's a
flock of turkeys over there. Looka!" He quickly pointed
to the right and feeling pretty proud of himself he
dropped his arm around her shoulders.
"Shoot, baby. I think I missed them."
"Ya want I should turn around?"
"Naw. Let's just get to the cabin. Maybe we could fool
around a little in the after-noon like we usta, huh?"
Jimmy laughed wryly. "Now you're talking."
It didn't take them long to get to the wonderful wooded
resort. During the forties the Catskills were the place
for family vacations on the east coast and Mae and Jimmy
had spent their first honeymoon there. They'd come often
with friends during the years but this was the first
time they'd returned alone. There was a lot of romantic
potential on this little woodsy wander as long as it
happened before Jimmy dropped the bomb.
They had the same cabin they always stayed in. It was
lakeside with a screened-in porch and an outdoor stone
grill. The place never changed. It always smelled of
clean linen and beach towels, charcoal and citronella
candles. The propane gas bottles for the stove were
never empty and the windows were never open when they
arrived, but for some reason it always felt like a home
away from home.
Jimmy parked the car and Mae reached around to the back
seat to get her favorite blanket to bring in while he
grabbed a Styrofoam cooler full of food they'd brought.
Walking side by side to the door felt like old times
except they did finally notice that they were alone.
Jimmy set the cooler down on the lawn and winked at Mae.
She raised a shoulder and winked back. Within seconds
Mae was running for the main bedroom of the cabin with
Jimmy in hot pursuit. The rest is a little private.
The sound of the steak
sizzling and its enticing smell provided little
distraction for Jimmy as he gazed over at the woman he'd
just made love to, twice. She lay back in one of those
white-washed wooden chairs with her hair let down. Mae
still had a body to die for. How could she look so good
after those lean years and having three kids and all?
He shoveled the big T-bone onto a plate and carried it
over to her. "Here you go, honey. Nice and rare, just
like you like it. That's my idea of a good steak and
you're my idea of a good wife. I just wanna say tanks
for everything, Mae. For da kids, for puttin up with me,
for everything."
Mae balanced the plate on her lap and gave him a
withering look. "Jimmy, ya know I love you more than
anythin' but what do you want, baby? What are you tryin'
to tell me?"
Here goes nothing, he thought as he knelt down in front
of her. He took the plate off her lap and placed it on
the table beside her.
"Mae." He paused for a moment. "Me and Joe, we joined
the Army. Gonna ship out in a coupla weeks."
She frowned then smiled then frowned then smiled. "April
fools, right, Jimmy? Happy Dingus day?"
"It's June."
"You're serious?"
"Yeah, baby. Joe was thinkin'..."
"God damn it, Jimmy. How did I know Joe Gould was behind
this? It's another one of his publicity stunts? It is,
isn't it? Fuck this, Jimmy."
"Mae Fox Braddock, I never heard ya talk like dat
before. It ain't nothing. We's just gonna do it to
encourage some of the young boys to join up to help the
war effort, ya know?"
Mae stood up and pushed him back away from her. "What if
one of those boys was our son, Jimmy? Then how'd ya
feel? What if Jay or Howie was goin' to fight in the
war?"
He tried to put his arms around her but she'd have no
part of it. "Mae, you gotta understand. I'd be proud of
them. Look at the Sullivan boys."
"Yeah, and look at their mama cryin'."
"Ah, for Christ's sake, Mae."
The fight didn't end there but just like Mae couldn't
stop Jimmy from fighting in the ring, she didn't stop
him from doing his bit for his country. It wasn't like
he actually got into any combat situations but he did
his part. They made amends as usual and shortly after he
left for Fort Slocum, New York, Mae got her first
letter.
Dearest Mae,
I can't tell you how much I miss you, baby. I'll be
home shortly for a week before I go off to Saipan.
Joe and I got commissioned already as first
lieutenants in the transportation corps. I guess
that's a fancy name for a truck driver or something
like that. I don't know how we managed to move up in
rank so quick because Joe went and shot Sergeant
Bender by mistake when we was doing some exercise
the other day. There was some guy from the war
office taking pictures when it happened but I don't
think you'll be seeing it in the paper anytime soon.
The photographer was laughing; he said Joe might
give the Jerry's or Tojo the wrong idea.
How's the kids doing? Is Rosie behaving for you? Is
Jay taking care of things like he should be? Make
sure Howie gets all of those beetles off the roses,
okay?
Tell them I love them and I miss them. Mae, baby, I
miss you and I love you.
Your loving husband,
Lieutenant James J. Braddock
Her next ten letters would
come from Saipan, and thank God no one else would get
shot by Joe Gould.

Chapter 5 Epilogue
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Whaddaya think of my
story so far? You see, buddy, I ain't nothing
special. I'm just a man who did what he had to
do to survive. There's a lot of other folks in
my story who deserve the pats on the back.
I have to give it to
the Marines who did all the dirty work on Saipan
before me and Joe got there. Things was pretty
peaceful by the time we arrived but the jobs we
got was important. I got to show soldiers how to
fight in hand to hand combat. How 'bout that,
huh? I wonder how many of them boys went home to
their pals and said they got their learning from
the heavyweight champ of the world? It's a nice
thought but then I also wonder how many of them
boys never went home. I think about what Mae
said to me before I left, about Jay and Howie
maybe having to go to war someday and it hurts
my heart. If anything I taught any of those guys
helped them survive that damned war, then my
service was important.
I remember the day I
came home from the war. Never seen Mae cry so
much. She didn't even act that way when I got
home from the ass whoppin' Louis gave me. It was
one of the high points in my life, too. I got to
see my kids before they was all grown up, I got
to hold my wife and sleep in our bed with her.
You know about that stuff.
You know I couldn't
sit back and do nothing. Some folks might think
I'm just a dumb Mick from Hell's Kitchen but I
ain't nothin' of the sort. I read a quote once
from some fella named Edmund Burke that went
something like ... "All that is required for the
triumph of evil is for good men to do nothing."
How could I stand by and do nothin'?
I have to tell you
something else. I enjoyed my life after the war.
I got in the operating engineers union and
things was real steady. We were building that
big suspension bridge, the Verrazano Narrows
hooking up Staten Island with Brooklyn and the
work was steady. It kept plenty of milk on the
table but the kids, they was growing up so
fast...before I knew it Jay was working right
along side of me and Howie was filling out a
union card, too. He liked the idea of running
heavy equipment like his brother. They both got
married and Jay quit doing bull work to get a
job as a copper in the Bergan County Sheriff's
office. Rosie, now she coulda designed that
bridge but she fell in love and got married,
just like me and Mae did. My boys, my baby girl
have been my pride and joy from the minute they
was each born, screaming into this world. Aside
from the big man, You, who do I owe all that to?
Goes right back to Mae Fox Braddock.
You ain't gonna let
her cry for too long, are You? It was good of
You to let me go in my sleep, Lord, but I hate
leaving Mae behind again. It seems I been leavin'
her behind all her life and now I can't stand to
see her cryin' again. Uh-huh, another ten years.
I guess she'll be there for the grandchildren.
Maybe they'll keep her too busy to notice I'm
gone.
Mae Braddock
still looked regal for a woman in her
sixties. No matter what life dealt her she
always managed to keep her head up, her
shoulders back and her family together.
She'd found her soul mate, her one true love
in James J. and through good times and bad,
the love they shared never waned.
It was
November 29th, 1974 when she stood alone at
grave of her husband. After asking her
family to give her a few moments she took
some time to say a few words to him.
"Jimmy, damn it, you
never warned me when you was gonna go and you
done it again, but you know I'm always gonna be
home for ya when ya get back. I figured this
time it's gonna be you waitin' for me, baby."
She bent down to lay a single red rose on the
freshly packed dirt. "You're the Bulldog of
Bergen and the Pride of New Jersey, you're
everybody's hope and the kids' hero…and you are
the champion of my heart, James J. Braddock…"
Maybe she was just
getting old or maybe it was wishful thinking but
no one could convince her she was hearing things
when the last bell in the final round sounded.
Ding ding ding ding, and the crowd roared... The
announcer's voice was familiar enough and she
could picture the twinkle in his eyes and that
crooked smile when the words "Introducing, the
real champ…Mae Braddock!" fell on her ears.
Jimmy could always make her smile, no matter
what.
"I'll be seein' ya
soon, Jimmy."
....And in the end
The love you take
Is equal to the love
You make
(Lennon/McCartney)
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